well..its 5.03am now and yes im awake to blog! gonna be a long entry i guess? 1st lets talk about fri? last day of week 9 in CSC already and soon its gonna be the coming week 10 alr and finally i can get out of csc life SOON! had flexi of 1 hour only on fri, went off at 4.30pm. met baby and went off to bugis shopping(: b4 starting to buy any clothings, i bought mochi AGAIN. haha! and then shop around to find a top that match my bubbly short. and finally found one. oh and in between i saw one tube top which i damn in love with it cos its super nice and omg. simple design but just make it look so gd(: but~ i didnt buy it. i dunno y, 1st maybe i dun get to wear it always cos i dun find a need to wear a tube to school. 2nd i think i dun wanna waste necessary money. so well but im still missing that tube top so much!! went to teenage cafe and had pasta. slack a while and went bugis junction shopping again. alot i feel like buying but wat to do? i just got no money. and baby bought me a couple watch for vday present(: thanks baby i really like it..appreciate it..so sat, supposed to meet panda at 1plus in the afternoon. as usual, my old pattern, late late late! hahhaa and drag all the way till 2pm im still at my hse area there. no bus no cab. DAMN IT I DUN WANNA BE EVEN LATE. so i FINALLY got a cab and go to AMK mrt station and took train to orchard. reach abt the same time as panda. went fareast walk a while first. met charlene and jiali later on and had long john for lunch. haha oh ya charlene got a new look, but suits her quite well(: saw xue xue!! haha and then was shopping time again. was actually intending to get a converse shoe and a bag. but end up i didnt get both. cos the converse sneakers didnt have my size. so well fated. and the bag, the price is not worth it. and i couldnt bear to buy it. then panda went to met her sis. and then me jiali char went taka shopping. and on the way there, I DO STUN AGAIN!!! which im lazy to say. HAHA but its real funny. its just comes so naturally that i will do this kind of thing! hees..and as usual, i got myself smth! i bought a 2007 organiser for $10.50. omg exp :( but well i love it! hees feel so organised now! hees(: and then bought a couple t shirt for myself and baby from everlast for vday! hees i noe ive alr bought him 1 nike shirt for vday le, but i just wish to buy him smth again(: i like it alot hees..so after tt jiali and charlene went hm. and i alr met up with xiang siong joneh and cd. we went up ding tai feng and queue up..panda joined. had dinner at ding tai feng (: nice food. free breadtalk choc cake. b4 we ate it, we all made a wish! hees and cut the cake! (: sweet! after tt cd went off le..initial plan is to go drink. but then change of plan as all of us are damn full and bloated. so all of them came my hse and mahjong!! hees..after mahjong, is da bian daidee! so long didnt play le lor! omg..haha miss the times(: after tt is heart talking with one another. feel gd after saying out many things. but @ the same time feel sad. cos i came to realise so many things. hais i dunno how to explain. but i jus feel upset about the things are now. and its the 1st time so many ppl crying tgt. i feel the pain for them, myself. i feel real pain. real upset. esp to see dear panda and xiang cry. both of you really make me feel hurt. xin hao tong zhi dao mah? ive ren, i dun wish to cry out cos of my own probs. but i still cried. and i feel so sorry. hais i wish so much tt things can go back to the past so much so much. but i noe things changed. no longer the same. so panda, xiang, joneh, siong, new life may not be bad. things will get better, ull nv noe? its just the matter of time. im sure all of you will get a very good life ahead. treat urself even better cos u all deserve better k? i love all of you and thanks so much for listening too(: baby, i noe things can nv be back like before anymore. i dunno if you will read this cos u nv read my blog. but i really hope u get to see. i wan you to noe that no matter how bad things ive done b4. but deep in my heart, i treat you real truely. ive put in alot effort in improving myself and this r/s. but i just feel things are getting worst. things are just so not right anymore. i feel real out of your life already. i noe you love me. but its just not the same anymore. hais can you tell me anything that can be done to be better? issit you or me? or issit we are just not meant to be. why things are happening after 2 yrs, happening now, happening when you are going ns soon? im so lost.
SWEET LIL MOMENTS;
COS OF YOU AND ME;
I'M MEIQI, THE HAPPY ONE(: