i got no life. nth much to say-_-" SCH AND COMP EVERYDAY!! tmr finally going out(: with bsu clique. im so excited abt my redang trip with them all. omg real exciting(: *think so much abt it everyday. can i get into the job, can i go to france, can i survive through his ns life? .. idiotic lifeless meiqi.
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boring sun. no date. no companion. oh maybe just a comp(:some updates. fri: went for a date with panda. had so much fun but yet damn tiring(: after tt mahjong @ nite(: and i got man tai for 1 round. so damn happy abt it(:sat: went movie with baby. norbit sux. i shd not have watched. omg boring show. waste my money argh. then was to baby hse. its his mama bday(: and celeb. all his relatives here. and plAyed till 12plus near 1. cab hm(:nth much to say. i guess i really led a very boring life. argh(:
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bored. tansersan lesson nw. yawns.*xingfu(: lovessss! *him*
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finally updating my blog today! cos i finally got a lil bit of time. nth much oso, just bai nian bai nian and bai nian. haha chu 3 went to my lao yi hse to bai nian, she's so old and weak. c herlike this feel abit dunn how to describe my feeling..abit upset..well after tt went thomson to prata with my family. and then went yck meet panda, ci, xue and jason and our dear miss jade drive us to her hse. haha love her to bits. hees played black jack. as usual, im so bad luck and lose money. nv have luck b4. damn it. after tt 4plus, went yishun to meet baby with panda and jason. they came over my hse and bai nian. and its MUMMY's bday!! happy birthday mummy!! loveya to bits too(: and so bought her a cake and celeb. had steamboat tgt with erjie's frens. played mahjong with panda jason and baby. as usual, LOSE. and after tt blackjack with sis fren with baby cos panda and jason went off alr. and as usual LOSE. damn it. tell me y im so BAD LUCK ALMOST EVERY YEAR! arghh.. CNY 1st and 2nd day(:
CNY 3rd day also mummy's bday
and wed, SCH IS HERE. nth much oso. had VERY SUPER DUPER boring lesson and the 2 hrs seems like 10hrs. damnit. after tt, went to baby's hse and bai nian. @ night, swensens for dinner(: and hm sweet hm. played blackjack;daidee;and 1 more dunno how to say with baby. as usual, LOSE!! sway life. and he went off to prata with his frens le~ argh bored I DUN HAVE MOOD TO SLP NW.*clearer pics @ www.meiiqiilemon.multiply.com
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i miss that asshole.go msia nv bring me go. left me all alone in sg. shit you.
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chinese new year eve. ive been using the comp for almost the whole day editing pics here and there. didnt realise we took so many photos on fri which is yesterday!(: anyway this morning met baby to orchard(: came hm for lunch and baby went hm at around 3 pm after lunch..tmr he's going msia for cny le..its only for 2 days, and yet im missing him nw.. i wonder how i can i go france for 1 mth studies if im selected for it..but well im still veri enthu abt the france trip(: very! hees..cant wait to get selected and go. i wanna go and study and get a gd resume after i grad. this study trip is very impt to me and since its only one month. i hope i got into it!so lets talk about fri, yesterday. as i promised. pics will be uploaded soon and now its the time..end of csc, after tt went marina sq secret recipe and have csc dinner and after tt shopping with miss G and miss jade and miss hilda! hilda went off earlier cos got to meet her darling. hees and we 3 continue shopping! had many fun times in between that!! and managed to see fireworks, a veri surprise firework happened to be @ esplanade there. but we can just see it from marina sq cos we went to toilet and heard the "bom bom bom" sound..hahaha(: how lucky can we be! hees and back to yishun @ 10plus..chatted with miss G on our way back..think of the past again and there goes my heart breaks. emo. ok shall end here wanna show the pics to cheer me up!haha all the funny postures in the toilet!
nice?(: i love them!
hahaha this is funny, self postures. im so short!!! like dwarf!
the top i tried in m)phosis nice? but i didnt buy!
my dear classmates!! best fren and another 2nd best fren! (:
how can a toilet be so fun without them?
they made my day happy!
csc girls! ill miss u all!
the fireworks we managed to see!
the lunch buffet and cam whoring here n there!
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finally its the last day of csc!! omg im so so so so so so so HAPPY ABT IT!! but yet sad cos ill be missing lotsa ppl!! like JADE MY DEAR, MISS G NUTTY, HILDA HORNY, FART OR F*** FARAH (HAHA), MY CHEER MATE JULIANA, THE LOUD TAIWANESE ALIKE ALVIN, HAHA THE DUMB YET THE CUTEST PHELAN, THE WET WEI LEONG, THE QUIET JADEE, THE SLACKER YET I LIKE DE CHARMAINE(DBS), MISS PICNIC SELINA(HAHA COS ALWAYS CAUGHT HER PICNIC-ING WITH HER DEAR FRENS), THE LONGEST FREN I EVER NOE SINCE PRI JASON, AND AND AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST, GHOST AND GROSS AND GOONDO GWORI!! ill nv forget them, they brights up my life in csc, esp miss jade, miss nutty G and miss horny hilda!! (: thanks everyone!! and not forgetting NETS MATES, didnt really hang out with them, BUT THEY ARE PART OF CSC 2 FAMILY!! LOVES ALL!! (: (:
hahaha lets talk abt abt abt........... today or yday 1st? haha ok ba YDAY!! hees.. went out with my dear classmates after tep for a white valentines' day! received a dear pink rose frm our dear charlene..thanks love it(: watched ghost rider @ causeway cathay..the show was seriously not tt bad, hahah quite funny somehow! esp "sssshhh ssshhh sssshhh" HAHAHAH and the hand action! hees..after movie, went back to yishun and took 855 to thomsom..was cam whoring in the train and bus abit(: hahaha love them to bits!! had prata at dunno wat c_____ curry, hahaha i duno how to spell. food was not bad, BUT BEING GREEDY IS NOT GD, WE ALL ORDERED TOO MANY THINGS, and everyone was just like in a survivor show. Survivor- the prata king or queen HAHAHA!! (: had a very happy night(: and of cos a tired one..
i look like the flower stinks when actually wanna post like it smells nice!
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and yesterday was valentines' day (: sweets(: went his hse and cook ourselves. pictures nw! me and him(: DENG DENG DENG DENG!!!! HAHAA MY DAR DAR DAR DAR DAR DAR LOVE ZUN!! he post this for me!! 
and he appear in the teens mag!!! OMG FEEL SO PROUD OF HIM!!!
AND THIS IS MY LOVELY NEW CONVERSE SNEAKER(:
the brownie i baked FIRST TIME EVER IN MY LIFE by MYSELF for HIM(:
after deco and cut! haha looks out of shape i noe!
my present frm him(:
his spag- cooked!
the worst soup i ever drink. damn waste of money.
the most delicious out of all!!
me (:
WE!!
b4 ready!!
kfc cheese fries, my fav!!
when he was starting to cook!
him!!
ready food(:
my spag!! - cooked(:
back to calling AGAIN. actually no target to meet anymore but well, got to help tt stupid jason! (:
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HAPPY VALENTINES' to ALL MY DEAREST (:how sweet a valentines can be~ i slept at 3am just to bake a brownie for baby. ALL BY MYSELF. used 4hrs to complete the whole process..so at a scale of 1 to 5, i will choose 2, satisfied. cos im not VERY satisfied cos its nt perfect. but im satisfied cos i succeed in making smth by myself in the kitchen other than cooking maggi mee. ive nv even fry an egg b4!! can see how much i love my lovely baby(:vday couple shirt, vday watch, vday dinner(: im gonna cherish(:TIRED. RIGHT NOW.
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HAPPY 27TH MONTHSARY TO BABY(:and im so excited cos i wanna apply for the immersion prog in june for 1 mth to france!! omg. im seriously so excited and interested in it. arghhhh. hees i cant wait to get selected for the interview and cant wait to succeed for the interview if possible. i just wish to go and the best is i can go with my frens like rongci and xuexue!!!!!!! hees i hope they can get in too. arghhh i jus wish to go SO MUCH!!! cant wait NOT TO GO!! arghh. but i dunno y am i so excited when i think there's only 10% chances that i can get to go and be selected. HAHA with a gpa of 2.0 only? hees but i just cant wait to go but will be off frm sg for 1 mth, to such a far place, ill miss so many ppl like baby family and friends..so i really hope xuexue and ci and go with me(: going facial with jade ltr(: and shopping in ntuc HAHA(: i love her! my dearest toilet partner!! hees..tmr is sweetie or bitter valentines' ? (:
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tmr is our TWENTY-SEVENTH 27th monthsary(: the day after tmr is valentines' (:sweets(:loves(:and definitely loved(:
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woke up at 12plus in the noon today! and went to jun rong's 1st month old party after preparation with parents and sis. and then went to fetch baby and went out to bengawan solo factory and buy some cny goodies. after to amk hub, and finally got my converse sneakers. its always so blessed to have daddy around(: and this is how i got my converse shoe! hees..then was fairprice xtra shopping for goodies again! think around 7plus at night, went to serengoon garden to sushi tei and have dinner..hm sweet hm(:i feel that i shouldnt be in this world, to make everyone unhappy.
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well..its 5.03am now and yes im awake to blog! gonna be a long entry i guess? 1st lets talk about fri? last day of week 9 in CSC already and soon its gonna be the coming week 10 alr and finally i can get out of csc life SOON! had flexi of 1 hour only on fri, went off at 4.30pm. met baby and went off to bugis shopping(: b4 starting to buy any clothings, i bought mochi AGAIN. haha! and then shop around to find a top that match my bubbly short. and finally found one. oh and in between i saw one tube top which i damn in love with it cos its super nice and omg. simple design but just make it look so gd(: but~ i didnt buy it. i dunno y, 1st maybe i dun get to wear it always cos i dun find a need to wear a tube to school. 2nd i think i dun wanna waste necessary money. so well but im still missing that tube top so much!! went to teenage cafe and had pasta. slack a while and went bugis junction shopping again. alot i feel like buying but wat to do? i just got no money. and baby bought me a couple watch for vday present(: thanks baby i really like it..appreciate it..so sat, supposed to meet panda at 1plus in the afternoon. as usual, my old pattern, late late late! hahhaa and drag all the way till 2pm im still at my hse area there. no bus no cab. DAMN IT I DUN WANNA BE EVEN LATE. so i FINALLY got a cab and go to AMK mrt station and took train to orchard. reach abt the same time as panda. went fareast walk a while first. met charlene and jiali later on and had long john for lunch. haha oh ya charlene got a new look, but suits her quite well(: saw xue xue!! haha and then was shopping time again. was actually intending to get a converse shoe and a bag. but end up i didnt get both. cos the converse sneakers didnt have my size. so well fated. and the bag, the price is not worth it. and i couldnt bear to buy it. then panda went to met her sis. and then me jiali char went taka shopping. and on the way there, I DO STUN AGAIN!!! which im lazy to say. HAHA but its real funny. its just comes so naturally that i will do this kind of thing! hees..and as usual, i got myself smth! i bought a 2007 organiser for $10.50. omg exp :( but well i love it! hees feel so organised now! hees(: and then bought a couple t shirt for myself and baby from everlast for vday! hees i noe ive alr bought him 1 nike shirt for vday le, but i just wish to buy him smth again(: i like it alot hees..so after tt jiali and charlene went hm. and i alr met up with xiang siong joneh and cd. we went up ding tai feng and queue up..panda joined. had dinner at ding tai feng (: nice food. free breadtalk choc cake. b4 we ate it, we all made a wish! hees and cut the cake! (: sweet! after tt cd went off le..initial plan is to go drink. but then change of plan as all of us are damn full and bloated. so all of them came my hse and mahjong!! hees..after mahjong, is da bian daidee! so long didnt play le lor! omg..haha miss the times(: after tt is heart talking with one another. feel gd after saying out many things. but @ the same time feel sad. cos i came to realise so many things. hais i dunno how to explain. but i jus feel upset about the things are now. and its the 1st time so many ppl crying tgt. i feel the pain for them, myself. i feel real pain. real upset. esp to see dear panda and xiang cry. both of you really make me feel hurt. xin hao tong zhi dao mah? ive ren, i dun wish to cry out cos of my own probs. but i still cried. and i feel so sorry. hais i wish so much tt things can go back to the past so much so much. but i noe things changed. no longer the same. so panda, xiang, joneh, siong, new life may not be bad. things will get better, ull nv noe? its just the matter of time. im sure all of you will get a very good life ahead. treat urself even better cos u all deserve better k? i love all of you and thanks so much for listening too(: baby, i noe things can nv be back like before anymore. i dunno if you will read this cos u nv read my blog. but i really hope u get to see. i wan you to noe that no matter how bad things ive done b4. but deep in my heart, i treat you real truely. ive put in alot effort in improving myself and this r/s. but i just feel things are getting worst. things are just so not right anymore. i feel real out of your life already. i noe you love me. but its just not the same anymore. hais can you tell me anything that can be done to be better? issit you or me? or issit we are just not meant to be. why things are happening after 2 yrs, happening now, happening when you are going ns soon? im so lost.
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yes, correct, im once back to the idiotic torturing CSC!! and i haven fully recover. feeling still weak. however i got no choice. and im walking like an ah ma. slow slow slow. and bcos of 2 days without sch. today i got to chiong to call. argh. got so much to call. yet i got not much strength to talk. no energy at all. yday watched episode 12 of hanakimi..waiting for 13(: and watched tokyo juliet till epi 9, going hm to watch 10(: i love my dar dar zun forever! my sweet love! things i look forward to-11thfeb: jun rong's 1st month old(:13thfeb: baby&me 27th monthsary / with jade to do facial(:14thfeb: valentines' day, cook @ baby's hse(:16thfeb: whole csc lunch buffet / csc2 dinner gathering @ secret recipe(:17thfeb: have waxing done / renuion dinner(:18thfeb: cny 1st day(:19thfeb: cny 2nd day(:20thfeb: cny 3rd day / go jade's hse bai nian and eat buffet(:21thfeb: sch start, classical!23rdfeb: date with panda sweetheart(: whole of march: not really plan yet.30thmar-1stapr: class chalet af0502(:9thapr-12thapr: seafood @ msia / redang holiday with baby&bsu clique(:13thapr: baby's birthday! dating(:16thapr: YEAR 3 STUDENT LE LOR!! (:
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mc for 2 days again. bcos im down with gastric flu again! haven been eating anything frm yday nite. few sips of porridge and 1 small piece of bread. and im feeling so full and feel like vomiting. argh terrible. can name gastric flu as 1 of my friend alr. jus woke up only. been slping since yday. in between wake up for 2 times for an hr or less. and im still feeling weak. argh. nth much to write le. cya(:oh ya maybe 1 more thing, dardar zun forever my love!
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a whole day of watching my dearest dardar zun of wherever he appeared at. dardar look so charming, and i couldnt help falling for him even deeper.dar, ive finished watching the episode 11 of hanakimi, and nw waiting for the 12th. will support u till the end(: *winkzoh ya and dar, ive start watching tokyo juliet, although u dun look as handsome when uve long hair, but i still love you veri much(:i love you dardar zun (: muackssss! hees!oh ya dar, u look great when u played basketball, u played very well too!! hees!
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its sun today! and fuck tmr is mon i hate it! CSC SUCKS GONNA GO FOR MARATHON AGAIN!!!!! argh. ok crazy. so yday been so tired of so many things, almost couldnt take it and jolly well just end it. but i cant bear to. so well, he bring me to sakura buffet @ night to make up for everything.i bought baby a nike polo shirt, he kinda like it quite alot(: early vday present. hees still 1 more surprise vday present for him! hees gonna give him on tt day. so we decided to go for bbq dinner, jus me and him on tt vday. ahah special and budget~ so well, @ evening time, went sakura, had many food. and im so FULL. ltr on in the evening today, gonna go for steamboat buffet @ rajah inn for family dinner. OMG GOD TEACH ME HOW TO CONTROL AND LESSEN MY FATS CAN? sadist. i dun wanna be a fattty!!!! argh. and yet I AM NOW!!!
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now is 1.46am. and i dun have the mood to slp. so here to blog! just back hm not long ago only.
fri-
flexi on 3.30pm and waited for panda till 4.30pm with joneh, yang, siong and weiming. went to orchard fareast to meet up with xiang char sister and sharon. acc ming to collect her necklace but not here yet so end up me buying a bubblish short which look like skirt. kinda like it but i hope i dun look strange. then meet up with de and jz qy at somerset mrt. travel to city hall, then suntec to meet up with siong joneh yang weiming and we had just noodles for dinner(: broke!
after dinner, shop around marina sq a while and high abit. making myself like a fool. haha but i enjoy it as long as ppl r happy, i feel the xing fu(: hees. and so after tt, sharon jz qy cd go 1st. the rest went to esplanade the merlion there. slack and drink heineken! haha cos only got this kind. so gasy! hees. and cam whoring! chat. and WATCH FREE SHOW. a couple was non stop french kissing and and and LOVE BITING EACH OTHER? omg. damn damn dunno how to say. argh. haha. then was catch the last train hm sweet hm(: and nw im thinking of dardar le. i miss my dearest dar dar!! haha zunzun dardar(:
i dunno how and what to do. ive always thought i can and ill. but i just cant. and i need you to teach me the word "forget". definition, how to write. and watever. youre just always on my mind. maybe really got to wait for a day when i stop and nv see you again? and maybe tts the day totally i can forget. im so in pain. help:'(
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i got the puma black jacket tt wuzun wore in hua yang shao nian shao nu! hahaha couple jacket!! muackss dar dar! (:
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nxt i wanna say WUZUN IS MINE!! arghh dun any1 think of loving him more than me! i love him so muchhh!!! MANY MANY TILL NO ONE CAN LOVE HIM MORE THAN I DO!!! (: show u my new bf!! muackss!! LOVE HIM! damn. 7th time im late for csc. OMG HOW!!!! :( OMG INTRO TO MY NEW BF- WUZUN(:
VERY HANDSOME HOR?? SEXY BODY!
MUACKS DAR DAR!!
waHAHAHAHHA ARE WE SWEET?? =x
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omg i cant wait for the redang trip!! so SUPER DUPER excited (:and 1 day b4 was staying in jb and eat seafood! OMG! hahahacouldnt wait to(:
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why mus vday be on wed? arghh!makes me headache! HOW HOW HOW BABY. U IDIOT PIG!!
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should i "thank" myself or you?should i be "happy" or should you?should i think of you or shd you? exhaustedofthe-2differentfacesYOU
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a brand new day again. as usual, saw him again. but i guess things arent tt saddening anymore. im able to control my feelings and emotion. able to let go slowly. im able to let go but definitelt not forget, no matter wat, its still memories to me. i hope 1 day ill be totally letting go and nt feeling any pain @ all anymore. hope this day will come soon.well. everything in my life was going quite well alr, except..baby and me, wat will be the ending like? <3
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