oh ya. fuck the company. im damn du lan. so wats with the 1st come 1st basis? nonsense. i called in the mon u told me cannot? . SHIT YOU. and im so stupid cos i didnt talk back as i am doing my hair, AND I AGREED. i duno wat the hell am i doing. and there goes my money. and i have no money to buy valentines' present and pay for my bekelah waterfall expedition trip alr. hais:(

anyway didnt work, mum ask me go zoo for family outing this sun. nt sure if i wanna go.. see how it goess, oso mus c baby wanna go or nt(: ok nth much to write, im tired. real real tired. cant wait to wash my hair tmr(: cant wait for csc to end. cant wait for troubles to go away.

ifeltsouselesscosicanthelpbutaburdentoyou.
seeingyousostressupicouldntdoanythingbutcry.
whenicryimadeyouevenstressup.
imsof***inguseless.sorrybaby.