yday not being a happy day at all. feel veri stress up and tired. bothered. but well as i said. today is a brand new day. and i hope things got better (: so yday nite was madness with charlene over vienna international buffet and what to wear and oso to make up on fri. im mad over vienna international buffet, and i changed my msn nick to "VIENNA, this is where i belong." credit goes to charlene for this nick. haha. damnn im broke yet i feel like going vienna international buffet to eat. is there smth wrong with me. fuckup mood.

so fri, have decided on a red tank top and a jeans. hees my panda dear dear is my khaki. she acc me wear jeans and a white tank top! (: hahaha ii love her..lols charlene is still finding her khaki, if nt ill welcome her in my khaki grp! (: im so so so excited and enthu abt fri (: but once think abt work on sat. im nt feeling great anymore. yet veri veri upset. argh.

ok fine. arghh. yeahh im feeling happy cos my fat ass isnt angry with me. i love her (:

i make a fool of myself today by sms thing to the wrong person. arghh damn stupid. anyway to my dearie best fren- rem 1 thing, ur bestie will nv oppose you or either help others but not you. but ur bestie wont support u or help u either to be fair. im just trying to advise you on top of watever happened, cos i dun wish to see you sad, dun wish to see you get into trouble, dun wish u to feel miserable. rem how u wanna cheer me up tt time when im so miserable..and u helped, by not interfering but giving me advise. and i got help by you by listening to it. and im really grateful. so in this, i dun care and i dun wanna noe who is in the wrong, but i only hope u can trust the one u love. no matter is her, or who, or even me, trust every1 u love. once there's trust,i bet u shd noe alot things will be easier. and also, stronger the bond between two. im sure u wanna that too, im sure u wanna be better and closer with every1 u love. tell you wat best fren, i love you. i trust you alot and tts y i told u things tt not everyone noe. and i believe u trust me too (: and with trust, isnt our friendship better and closer? right (: i wanna see you smile more like how u did b4, i wanna see you happy like how you always do. no matter what happened, i said all those things to you, the purpose is not to help anyone. but my main purpose is to SEE YOU HAPPY! get it? (: hope u get to c this entry (: i love you (: