went home at 4plus, damn. wanted to change my contacts but then shop closed. sad. tmr i HAVE TO wear contacts cos therell be a gathering for essential. but then! arghhh. i dun have contacts nw..and im really at lost of what to do abt it. argh. anyway for the sake of my pay, then i will go there for gathering. if nt seriously i tihnk its a waste of my time cos i dun like to.

yeah and so, this morning. someone died at yishun mrt station. delayed alot ppl's time. many ppl was late today~ haha..well nvm i enjoyed being late. but hais when i go to csc i guess i wont have the chance alr.. damn sad. well.. so i dunno y tt some1 died too..dunno issit accident or commit sucide..but jus think he's dumb. he's stupid. he's really silly. why choose this way to die. die in such a horrible way. and poor thing for tt driver. he mus be having nightmares starting from tonight alr..hais poor him. everyone, just wanna tell u all, treasure ur life. no matter how bad things happen, there may not be alot. but im sure there WILL be one who loves u truely, and be there for u. i always think of dying but when i noe there's still ppl who loves me dearly, i gave up the mindset. cos i dun wish to waste my life when i noe i still got lov-ED by at least one (: bad things may happened to me, but i guess i realli got to let go, really got to give up. i noe i shdn't think of it anymore. and ill do tt i guess. cos its all my wishful part all along. its me who dun let go all along when he's alr forgotten abt me. he's falling in love alr. and i guess he found his love one alr? and i guess im no longer in his heart, not even 1% i guess. no matter how much im angry, how much i hate for wat he did, he still stands some place in my heart. im sorry baby but i always thought time will heals everything. i always tot after my block leave ill feel better. but i guess till nw, istill couldn't forget.. i jus cant let go of the pain. can some1 save me out of all these shit. i jus wanna be a happy person like b4, i jus wanna pretend as nth happened b4 like how he's doin now. but i dunno y i cant.. i noe im bad to baby, i noe baby is the only one who can nv be replaced, he's a wonderful baby ever, but take it as im a shit person ba. im really sorry. but i hope u noe i really do love u and have nv take our love as a joke..