i dunno wat happen to my life. i wonder is my life a JOKE? i guess so. damn it have nv been lucky at all. esp yday so many things happened, and yet at night i scald myself with tom yam noodle. till nw still red but no scar i hope. f*** and im so f***ing guilty to make baby pay for 2 bowl of tom yam noodles which cost $12 in totall..and i ate 1 bowl for $12 which means. DAMN he wasted his money again. anyway watched death note 2 yday with baby (: im beginning to be in love with L (: he's cute.
wondering y am i so dumb clumsy stupid and useless. feel no no value in this world and life. im so f***ing a irritant to ppl.
nth much. at night gonna go airport, hopefully able to send pt off.. and count down char's bday~ (: nt gonna wish u nw! but 12am. and then hm sweet hm and tmr no plans. damn tmr i wish to count down for 2007 but den dunno how. hais damn boring. superb sian life. :(
my love (:he is all i ever want (:
SWEET LIL MOMENTS;
COS OF YOU AND ME;
I'M MEIQI, THE HAPPY ONE(: