there'll be no morning break today cos yday 1person is late. so well, meaning no breakfast! mus rennn but can also jian fei (: today got to start calling which im so dread to do so. seein the number of survey to be completed. im bored. sian tired. hais and sad!

so well. dunno wat time i feel like starting to call. seriously in a very very low mood status. tired upset disappointed.
sinceyouchosetobelikethis.
icanonlysay.yaimmoredisappointedthanyoudo.
imsobotheredtillimsonumbandtired.
andidunwannabebotheredanymore.
icriedydayforsillythingsthativebeenthroughsinceyoung.
well.itsallover.criedandtodayisabrandnewday
imsosotired.givemearest.
ineedholidays,justwithyoubaby.

today wont be meeting him. its raining and the more i feel lonely. lunch time dun even noe who will eat with me other than chengde. well. im always so lonely. born to be a loner? haha a joke in this world. i mean ya me, im a joke. yeahh. tmr going out with him, cant wait to cos i miss the feelin of shopping with him. and FRI FRI FRI FRI!!! cant wait to go out with my BSU TEAM MATESS!! (: early celeb of xmas, pean farewell(pean ill miss you! take care in france k!) and lastly, our dear charlene bday!! (: hees. and i noe ill be dead tired. workin on sat sun and mon most prob. im so tired. i dun get a rest at all. i dun enjoyworking. but for wat im making myself tired. cos i need to earn my own money and spend but not spending his anymore. well. ok tts all for nw. its a long entry. CALL CALL CALL! tired.