im feeling so stress up. so damn it. i hate essential, the ppl there suck big time pls. damn it. u think i wanna take any single cent of xtra money frm you all? U THINK I BOTHERED TO? i jus wanna take my own hard earn money, every single cents i deserve to get. yeahh so i got xtra and i wanna return to u IMMEDIATELY but wat the fuck is tt damn asshole chabor is doing? she told tt ANOTHER OLD BIATCH tt i didnt contact her at all WHEN IM FUCKING KEEP RUSHING HER FOR TT TIME FOR HER ACC. NO. SO I CAN RETURN THE MONEY. and wat the fuck nw!! u think i got the time to ask for it everyday? I ASKED FOR 3 DAYS ALR AND DIDNT GET ANY ANY ANY NO. , of cos i gave up AND WAIT FOR U ALL INSTEAD. wait wait wait and wait FOR WEEKS AND EVEN MTHS I DUN REM! till today then TT OLD BITACH CALLED ME AND SAY. SAY WAT? SAY I DIDNT RETURN MONEY TO THEM. YES I HAVEN BUT IS THEY DUN ALLOW ME TO? damn it. im fucking fuck up angry nw!! think wat. nvm FINE I DO NT WANNA HAVE ANY MISUNDERSTANDING AND EXPLAINED TO TT OLD BIATCH AND HOW THE FUCK CAN SHE BE SO SARCASTIC? damn it. DO I NEED UR CONSOLE? DO I NEED UR PRAISE? THE ANS IS NO!!! I DUN NEED. I JUS DUN WANNA MY REPUTATION SPOILT SO I EXPLAINED NOT BCOS I NEED YOU TO SAY U R CONSOLING ME BY SAYING IM HAO XIN, HONEST AND WAT SO EVER. damn it. DUN NEED ALL THESE SHITS FRM YOU. 2ND TIME I GOT SO BADLY HURT AND UPSET BY THIS FUCKING COMPANY. other than the gd pay, THE MANAGEMENT SUCKS LIKE SHIT!!!! AND WAT. SO WAT WITH THE GD PAY, I GET MY PAY AFTER MONTHS I WORKED? and so this is ALL I GET FRM U ALL? IS ALL THESE SHIT TT U ALL CAN ONLY GIVE? CANT U ALL TREAT ME BETTER? IM FUCKING PISSED NW. so wat the fuck are this old biatch and asshole chabor doing. AND WAT'S WRONG WITH THE PPL IN THIS COMPANY? ARE THEY ALRIGHT? I THINK OTHER THAN THE LADY BOSS, THE BOSS AND EVERY STAFFS WILL DRIVING ME CRAZY!!!!!!!

and my mood nw are super LOW! wat nw. haisss DAMN MYSELF. WHY AM I ALWAYS SO BLUR SO LOUSY SO IDIOT SO DUMB SO USELESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hais the ppt i done for the report, IS IN A TOTAL MESS AND TOTAL WRONGGGG!!!!!! damn my grade will be affected for sure..!!! ITS ALWAYS BCOS OF MY BLURNESSS!!! EVERY STEP I DONE IS WRONG. I REALLY LISTENED ATTENTIVELY TO EVERY STEP TO BE DONE!!! but i think im so dumb to think tt overall file to ONLY BE FOR QNS 1F. and damn bcos of this, my whole ppt is spoilt. and there goes my A. HAIS since young, haven screwed up every single thing JUST BCOS OF BEING SO DAMN BLUR.. i dunno y, my mind jus BEING SLOW, LOUSY AND DUMB. there's smth with my BRAIN. wats wrong. i think i really shd vanish since im so EXTRA i guess in this world. work done by me = not done, wat for having me in this world. -end emo freak, yeah tts me.