went movie after finishin my proj..watched pirates of the caribbean with him!! lovesss...enjoyed the movie..nice show but as xiao ming say..lousy endin..cos i cant wait to c the continue part!!

somehow..a moment of thinking..i felt bliss..i am so happy with my life now except for some stress up probs!
1st, i got my baobei baby boy with me around =)) cant imagine the day without him, guess for the time bein till nw, been with him for 20mths+ le..i nv find any guy tt treat me even better le.. maybe there are 1 or 2, but both of them are my bestie =)) and it always be..

2nd, i got my dearest aileen..although she's always so bz with her own stuffs..at times i do feel veri upset cos i think she's drifting away from me..but in fact, deep in my heart..i realli love her..i realli do.. she's my another love!

3rd, i got my happy family..although didnt realli communicate alot..but deep in my heart..they are more impt than any1 else do.. lovess..

4th, i got my 2 bestie which i mentioned above..jimmy and alif.. =)) the 2 best guy fren i ever met in my life!! thanks best fren(alif) for always showering me with so much care and love! i do realli love u! =)) thanks jimmy for being my listener at times, esp when i have so much troubles, u will be there without complain to listen =))

5th, i got my beloved gang in my classmates!! all r impt to me..baobao xiang xiang brighten up my day the most,she's my love! jiezhi noe and understands me the best! jiali is my best sister tt share everything in common with me the most!! xiao ming, dunno how to describe her, cos deep in my heart, i have a strong feeling for her..i am nt a les xiao ming no worries, we both got bf! but jus tt we have too many common topics =)) xin ling, lols, the great auntie that somehow always give me advices in some things, she brightens up my day too! charlene, all i can say, my crapping mate =)) sharon, all i can say, the soooo talkativeeeee ger even have more things to say to me, she's cute at times =)) ALL I LOVE!!

6th, eileen..yeah eileen fu ying ying! is you? shocked? haha well although we didnt realli chat everytime...and we didnt always hang out together..but u're the 1st working mate tt i have so many things to chat and share..i love euu!! surprise? touched..i do actually think of u at times!! so dun get too involved in FB frens n forget abt me k! haha

7th, after eileen, how can i forget my dbs working frens! nv forget them! wish to hang out with them so much so much! missesss to alllll!!!! yong cai! zhen wei! keith! rachel! haishan! kaixin! bing ting! yvonne! haha LOVE TO ALL too!!

if i nv mention some of u..sorry abt it..cos there's too many! =D

fri..met my baobei for lunch at long john!! hees FATTENING food again! but i enjoy the lunch but kana cheated $0.60 by tt auntie..damn her..auntie oso wanna pian my money..after tt went shopping with him at northpoint popular, cos wanna decorate rm after exams! haha got lots of things to buy..most impt: 2 notice board! haha cool! think i getting this amt of money frm dad le cos i realli got no more money left to buy these xtra stuffs!! went sch for lesson after tt and went hm..at nite went to meet him again for movie! actually wanna watch pirates of the caribbean but no seats available for nxt 2 timings..so we end up watching NACHO LIBRE!! a no meaning show..but jus for laugh ba..haha not very bad but abit lame lor..haha b4 we realli start settling down to watch the show..we quarrel alot times..in front of alot ppl..throw face man..but nvm used to it le..we quarrel always so hiong de..

sat sun work work work!!!! at amk ..tmd everytime go amk, my sales sux! and the time passes damnn slow! heng got cute cute and cheryl to acc me for this 2 dayss!! haha oh got a new number for me n him..haha sooo sweettt ... me 7676 him 7575 ..love it!! nw got 2 number ..one for sms-in to m1 users~ another to call n sms-ing to other users..haha loves!!

today! didnt get to meet baby! hahaha went sch jus for half an hr de lecture..then had lunch and went to xiang hse with jz and char! hees..did our fny..haha acting! fun! and guess wat we do after acting? MAHJONG!!! OMG I MISS MAHJONG!! love it man!! enjoy it! so played for around 2 and half hrs and we went hm le! =))
*miss him!

mon, stress up! tired but still got to study for biz finance ica3 and do biz acc home work due on tues which is today!! and i wasnt feeling so well..guess i realli have been lackin of slp..my pimples r all coming out! oh shit! i dun wan i dun wan i dun wan!!

today test test test!! erm onli forget to do abit..but at least i tried my best!! i expect myself to ask xiang lots of qns but end up i was keepin quiet! hahaha =))

tmr will be my day spent with baby!! wanna enjoy as much as we can together b4 i my exam n hols starts..cos my hols starts, he havin exam and after tt IPP..my hols will be a boring and dead one without him i noe..hope feelings wont fade..lovess baobeii!! anyway i wana go tanning so much so much now!! i wish to go so much so much!!! AILEEN ONG DEAREST BABY, I MISS YOU DAMN MUCH!! I MISS THE TIMES AT SENTOSA DAMN MUCH!! =((
how i wish i could be ur gf and enjoy everyday! lovess dearest too!! =))

tired life.sick life.hate my life.fucking life.depressed life.dark life.no life.dead life.

i dun wanna live anymore..i am a fat ass, dumb ass, irritating ass, guai lan ass, attitude ass..everything ass hole is me la..fucked up life of mine.!

well today after sch, met baobeii to go orchard to collect my phone from the hospital lols! it recovered~ haha but i dun feel like usin it anymore..cos i dun like it anymore already.. =)) now waitin to c if dad wanna get me a new one..if nt i dun intend to use phone le..anyway oso no 1 find me..haha! guess i mia oso no 1 realise it =)) hees..after collectin phones, went shop shop a while, baby bought me famous amos! thanks baobeii! loveess! then we went taka food festive, and buy food to eat..HAIS FUCKED UP ME, I HAVE BEEN EATING NON STOP RECENTLY! I DUN WAN TO GO BACK TO THE PAST AGAIN! I DUN WAN BUT I JUST CANT CONTROL! PLS I AM GETTING FATTER LE! STOP MEEEEEEE!!!! ...waitin for my dear xin ling to faster check out the price, gonna learn aerobics with her and xiao ming together ..jian fei jian fei!! i wanna slim down..i hate to c tt fuck up tummy of mine..yucks it turns myself off! ok back to topic, after eatin, shop a while more, took bus to city hall..met mark to tbc 1st cos jimmy will be late..so briefing by ben..sian lor waste time nia..and noe wat..i got to buy 1 more skirt cos my skirt is nt allowed to wear it to work..suck! wat no faded jeans skirt..oso same mah! after tt, went home together with baby, mark and jimmy..haha baobeii keep playin with mark, me chatting with jimmy all the way..and home sweet home now!

tmr's our 20th monthsary le lor!! lovess!! but we wont be meeting tmr..cos it's thurs..thurs wont be our meeting day..i'm quite sad but cannot! mus control myself! wanna slowly get used to not meet him so much a week le..advanced training when he go NS! hope my frens will help me!! =)) well..anyway i am realli in need of money.. =(( damn myself for spending so much..idiot!

YOUR TEN FAVOURITES
favourite colors: pink,red,white,black
favourite food: actually i dunno even noe..there's too much..
favourite song: erm..hurt so bad, hips dun lie..guess so bah..
favourtie movie: eh..dunno
favourite sport: soon i will have one =))
favourite season: erm erm erm..no ans
favourite ice-cream flavours: choc, rocher =))
favourite countries: eh those countries that can make me have a wonderful shopping spree!
favourite thing: gd qns, but hard to ans

YOUR NINE CURRENTS
current mood: tired, stress up, upset
current clothes: erm sleeveless tank top, knee length shorts, my bra, my panties wahhaa
desktop: my hse comp
current toe nails: with uncleaned nail polish..haha lazy to clean it
current time: 11:20pm
current annoyance: erm my hair, keep makin my face itchy and pimples growing out!!!
current songs: none

first girlfriend: i dunno..lols..forget who;s the 1st fren i made in my life le..
first crush: lols..great..i dunno abt it
first movie: with daddy and my 2 sis watchin casper! haha
first piercing: when i was pri6..
first lie: think since when i went to nursery! lols..
first music: -_-"
first cry: 09aug88

YOUR SIX LAST
last drink: lime juice
last crush: erm some 1 wahaha but it's over
last movie seen: eh eh eh dun rem..
last phone call: with my baobeii!
last cd played: nw cd is nt on trend..i listened to my ipod nano..

FIVE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING: sleeveless tank top, knee length shorts, belt, earrings, undergarments..

THINGS YOU HAVE DONE TODAY: eat, talk, study, shopping, drink.

THREE THINGS YOU HEAR RIGHT NOW: my own typing sound, my sis typing sound in another room, and my living room tv sound..

TWO THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT: my hair, and all my love ones

THING I DO WHEN IM BORED: slp, play game, chat, shout.

WHO I WANT TO DO THIS: feng ming, cheng de, txl, xiang and junxiong! wahaha =))

fri had my taxation test, it dun seems like having test cos ppl r talking all along! wahahha so rude..but it's ok as long as nth happened! =)) well well, fri met baobeii and went to send my hp to hospital named Sony Ericsson Service Centre.. tts bad, the phone is sick! BADLY~ hahaha dyin soon..lols was thinking if i shd sell my phone n nt to buy again le, cos i am in need of money..hais i dunno how to survive through the comin hols cos i have to spend alot to learn lots of things..daMNN!! well..back to topic, after my phone is hospitalised, we went to heeren and had our dinner at sakae~ fuck man costt us $55++.. tts alot! fuckin broke nw..pathethic and left onli $16 for the month..and today is only the 10th! how am i going to surviveEeee!!! damnnn!

sat sun work days,
working at tampinese mall starhub..haha and slackk! kelvert kept askin me to slack, at 1st i insist nt, end up tempted...felttt sooo badd to nicholas who keep chiong-ing for sales! haha 1st day there r two promoters frm lg, and our sales is 17sets, and we r nt able to clear stock cos the crowd isnt alot!! well, partly oso i keep slacking! haha..well reached home at 11plus cos i travel from tampinese..tired..quarrel with him till 2am, then managed to get slp..DAMNN TIRED!

nxt morning, sun worked with shimin! cool!! love slackingggg withhh herrr!!!!!!! fun day and chit chatsss with her..almost slacked the whole day again! wahahahaha fun man! at nite intend to have some fun and failed~ hahaha so disappointed..well so again fang gong le~ went back to yishun and reach home around 10plus this time..slack a while, bath, and frens came~! erm at 1st i was sad, after tt veri happy..thanks jimmy for watever u had done for me, i loveee u!!! so much~ hahahaha he's a great fren of mine! well..jimmy,kahsiong,quanyi,xiang,jz,sharon,charlene,xiao ming came! wahaha watched world cup finals till 5am! and not managed to slp cos we 6plus going out le..i wasss damn freaking tired and i couldnt open my eyes~ it's half opened...! and i totally dun feel like opening my mouth and start talking..no eneergy!!! slept at cost accounting today..damnn the teacher allow us to slp! so gd and shockin man! and in taxtion, my godpa release us early..cos he noe we r tired.. =)) chiong home slp! haha nv had anything into my stomach since the BK breakfast at around 8plus..haha gd way of diet! wahaaa! well..overall..i realli had an enjoyable weekend with my beloved frens and promoters!

sometimes i could actually live without him cos i wont be able to find the hapiness tt i could actually find frm my frens and not him.. =)) but i love him..baby this thurs our 20th monthsary le! 4more mths,2 yrs le lor! hahaha =)) ok i go bath le! cya every1!

well today, slack a bit..cos i need a rest! went sch in morning, met baobeii at 1pm and slack in sch till 2pm, met mark at 2pm, went suntec tbc to bring him for interview, after tt went his hse..watched "yours mine and ours"! nice show =)) sweeeettt! after show, went to slp! 7plus near 8 went home!! home sweet home, guess wat! quarrel, well dunno how to explain my thoughts now..no comments abt it, jus feel tt, i realli couldnt give him wat he wans~ how sad, sorry baby.. i always thought love is beautiful, in fact, it is nt as beautiful as wat every1 thinks...

ok enough! study time!! fri taxation! i think i gonna flunkkkk it! gd luck then!

7 random facts abt me:
- attached to mr tan xiang long hees
- i'm a ger! =))
- shopaholic =D
- noisy; talkative
- crazy
- lazy
- laughing machine =))
7 things dat scares me:
- ghost lols!
- lizard..damn it
- se mi mi de uncle!
- my big tummy wahaha =O
- ALL different kind of flies..even mosquito! i shout when they fly past me!
- PROJS AND TESTS!
7 random music at da moment:
- HIPS DON'T LIE
- Hurt so bad
- Kiss Goodbye
- One last dance
- Because of you
- Wo hen xiang ai ta
- Tanning in your sunray
7 things i like most:
- MONEY! $_$
- my love; baby, aileen, family
- dancing
- shopping!
- playing
- adidas
- sleep like pig
7 things i say most:
- FUCK
- chee bye =x
- knn =x
- ta ma de =x
- sian =x
- i am so tired !
- hees =))
7 ppl to do tis:
- mr. txl
- Eileen
- Feng Ming
- Cheng De
- Hui Xiang
- dunno leh.leave it to who in my link wanna do then do hahaha
- dunno leh.leave it to who in my link wanna do then do hahaha

NEXT, will be from EILEEN =))
Name twenty people you can think of right now.
Don't read the question(s) until you've named the 20 people.
At the end of this, choose five people to do this.
1) mr. tan xiang long hees =)
2) aileen
3) huixiang
4) jie zhi
5) jiali
6) xiao ming
7) sharon
8) xin ling
9) charlene
10) jimmy
11) alif
12) sauming
13) mark
14) eileen
15) apple
16) nicole
17) cheng de
18) junxiong
19) ah ber
20) last but not least, er jie!
How did you meet #14 (eileen)?
erm..through a job helping dbs! and we had alot wonderful memories working =)) loves!
What would you do if you didn't meet #1 (mr tan xiang long)?
erm i'll miss him alot; esp his warm warm hugs! =))
What if #9 (charlene) and #20 (er jie) dated?
well well.1st they dun even noe each other! 2ndly, they aren't les u c..
Would #6 (xiaoming) and #17 (cheng de)
nv! xiao ming is into a relationship for already 2 yrs man! haha
Describe #3 (huixiang).
cannot make it! LOL..she's my dear bao bao, older but looks younger..mayb even younger than pri sch student? haha she's cute!
Is #8 (xin ling) attractive?
of cos, she so cute and funny tt every 1 will be attracted to these points!
Describe #7 (sharon).
stubborn.storyteller.sotong.lazy.haha! but she's still our dear sharon! =))
Do you know any of #12 (sauming) family members?
yups! the whole family, even saw his relatives b4! haha cool eh? hees
What would you do if #18 (junxiong) confess to you that he likes you?
haha tts cool..LOL..i will say, thanks to him? hees cos he's nt bad! WAHHAA!
What language does #15 (apple) speak?
chinese and english lor! hees
Who is #9 (Charlene) going out with?
eh, i dunno ..unless she's willing to share with me! hees!
How old is #16 (nicole)?
erm, same age as me, but younger than me by 1 mth+.. =))
When is the last time you spoke to #13 (mark)?
not long ago! i called him and tell him smth.. hees
Who is #2's (aileen) favourite band/singer?
i dunno! haha although she's my dearest!
Would you ever date #4 (jiezhi)?
what do u think? hahaha
Would you ever date #1 (mr. tan xiang long)?

for ur info, he's my man..my dearest baby!
Is #15 (apple) single?
secret LOL
What's #10's (jimmy) last name?
yue =) jimmu xu zhen yue haha!
Would you ever be in a relationship with #11 (alif)?
erm think of..lols! kidding! nahss he's my bestie =))
School of #3 (huixiang)?
NYP. SBM. AF
Where does #6 (xiao ming) live?
seng kang =))
What's your fave thing about #5 (jiali)?
she's my beloved sister!! she share almost all the same interest as me! i love her!
Have you seen #2 (aileen) naked before?
erm top part? lols!

The Five People I'm gonna tag Are:
1. junxiong
2. mr. txl
3. huixiang
4. xiao ming
5. cheng de
HAHA TTS ALL! =))

well..it's time for me to take a SHORT break now!! so use this break to blog! today i learnt smth..forgive and forget will make one happier!!..well..i chatted..i forget..i miss her.. =)) i miss the times..i wish to help her but it's out of my reach..hope they get better!

well..AILEEN ONG WHERE ARE YOU!! DO U NOE U'RE MISSING IN MY WORLD!! I REALLI DO MISSS YOUUU ALOTTTTTTTT!! oh god! , i need her dearly =)) leen leen, pls sms me when u c this entry which i think u wont be able to see! haisss *dream n wish! misses*!

another sad things...BRAZIL LOSE! HAISSS! EMO* ..VERI SAD..WANNA CRY..I LOVE BRAZIL..FOREVER AND EVER!!! MUACK TO BRAZIL, esp ronaldinho and kaka!! ********CHAMPION IN MY HEART --> BRAZIL ("v") .. =))

today work day suck! supposed to start at 12pm! i reached at 11.45am at tpy..find tt shop for 20mins and i finally found it! and noe wat? the shop is nt open..so i tot it will be open soon..tick tock tick tock! 2+++pm..i was still waiting!!!! so tommy asked me to change place to go apple telecom..ok so ppl there were fine, great instead! haha the shop empty! no ppl! no fun! no sales of cos! so slack the whole day! kapo freebies frm there! 2 JJ's new album..one for myself one for baby! and one SE water bottle! haha! ate ban mian today again! =)) my everyweek routine to eat ban mian!!

well.stress up nw.veri veri.thinking of how to squeeze out things to be written on my report..going mad!! =(( ..not able to catch the world cup today cos i ammmmm sooo bzzz withh projjjssss!! arghh! anyway! apple sent me a song, haha i loveee it again!! it's niceee! oso meaningful lyrics again..haha i lovee songss with meaningful lyrics =)) thanks apple! muack! wanna let u noe, i am so happy to noe u! cos i feel so true of u when bein with u =)) hees hees hees! *cheeky!