well, met him today cos basically realli feelin bored..feel happy and realli miss him alot after 2 days of nt meeting! hees..but actually realli do us gd..cos i dun wanna quarrel tt much anymore..went to find mark at spinelli today~ drank latte! nice! hees..anyway, been havin gastric since morning..fuckin cant eat my dinner today cos realli no appetite..nvm i need to slim down anyway cos i am gettin fatter again already..! hees..well.. tmr wont be meetin him again cis it's thurs, it's ok, i got my dear frens =) haha somehow, listen to a song tt sharon sent me..the lyrics i realli love it..somehow i feel like telling wat i am listening, haha somehow feel tt wat he wan, i wont be able to give..and i think he wans happiness but guess i can nv able to give..well..r we meant to be? i wont noe..and i dun wanna noe..cos i jus wanna be with him for the time being..even we r nt meant to be, but i dun wanna accept it, cos i realli wanna be with him..hees loves*! baby r u touchedd? baobeii my lovee! hees..

this week workin at tpy..sian! tommy told me the place is strict..ask me dun be late..but i am always late..*worried! haisss i realli tired of workin..but i wanna get money..and i wanna buy lots n lots of stuffs!!!! =)