pay haven come yet and i already calculated i got no money left t spend le =( hais quite sad abt it cos i got to clear my debts 1st..great sg sales is here!! realli got alot to buy!! but..haisssss i know i sux la but i realli cant take the feeling without shopping life! sorry baobeii for makin a big hole in ur pocket le..recently i haven been myself..feel tt i lost myself..i couldnt be real happy anymore..i am tired..i am upset abt smth which realli kept in my heart but i jus couldnt say out cos i dun wan to upset ppl bcos of my own feelings..haiss my shattered dream =( couldnt take the painful feelings when i saw the ppl in sch! esp when they r wearin the t shirt!! i always tot i forget the pain already..but never..haiss i felt so lousy..i felt so sux..i felt like dyin cos i realli cant liven up myself as b4 anymore =( i told ppl i'm fine..but i am not..i lost myself..i realli wish to find meiqi back..but guess.....she's gone somewhere real far.....

er jie got back frm HK today le..well..seriously i am soo envious of her being able to enjoy so much happily..hais always wanted to go overseas with the 1 i love, no matter is my bf or frens..but i always failed..i am nt blaming them cos i of cos know their difficulties..but...i realli wish to..realli so much so much ...quite disappointing of watever happened.. =( haissss anyway stll got to thanks er jie for buyin tt hugo boss pure purple..another thing canceled frm wish list..

oh ya got back my biz acc test today..didnt fail but didnt score..guess this sem my gpa got to drop to 1.87 again! not funny.. haiss..