i work so hard..train so hard..i am slower than ppl..but i nv gave up..i keep trying and practicing until i noe..ppl do take breaks, but i didnt, i continued trying and finally i did it..but when during the time it's realli for me to show, after they said the word" GO" .mental blocked..i became blank in mind, i do nt noe wat i am doing! and i forget everything, end up like a clown in front of others..i felt so dumb! i felt so useless! i cried for hours, swollen eyes, i'm hurt! he was there to console me, but guess no one can mend the broken heart of mine.. hard work doesnt means u can do it..... i sux.
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