short entry this will be, my mind couldn't kept at ease..i wan it so much..but i'm so worried i will fail..i keep convincing myself now "if i gan gan lai, i cfm will succeed" but although keep telling myself tt..i still worry tt day will be a diff thing~ =( HELP! hais....cos i have no confident, i tried to learn jus now.i felt so stupid..and realise my bf can do even better than me..hais.........can i get in? hopefully realli can~