ok last update is 2nd mar..cos 3rd mar i have nth to do..so dunno wat to update abt oso..fucking boring day for me on 3rd mar fri..rot at hm the whole day..dunno wat to do..find watever stuffs to do but jus dunno wat am i doing..realli going crazy..at abt 6plus..he came my hse and rot too..ate dinner at my hse with me..watch tv with me till 10pm..he went hm..boring life? yeah i think so..

so sat came..and it's working day..fuck work day..was so bored..i've decided to chiong for sales..but wat..i chiong till so xing ku..end up sold 1phone..wth..was so disappointed and demoralized..and time passes DAMN DAMN slow for me on sat..finally it's 9pm..met my laogong and went back to yishun to have our late dinner+ supper..after tt went sauming's hse..they watched soccer..i watch a while liao den went to his room and slp..then wake up and reach hm at abt 1plus..then tell my sis abt all my troubles this and tt..chatted with her till 3plus then slp..

so sun came..and actually was supposed to work but i was damn tired and realli got no mood to work at tt fucking place cos time passes realli slow..the nite b4 my tooth pain like hell oso..so i take off..was abit guilty towards tommy..but i jus realli not in the condition to work..so went compass point with baobei to pass my phone to miao xian..another LG promoter..then went mos burger to have my lunch..and wat..was so packed..so wait and got a seat..i did nt know who come 1st..but no 1 snatch with us so we jus sit..and a fucking ger..diao my baobei..so i tok veri loud and she no manners..and she's dumb! cos if we realli take up her place..SHE HAS NO MOUTH TO TELL US..SHE ONLI HAS EYES TO STARE..idiot..nvm dun care..had our lunch le..then went town to buy havaianass..we intend to buy the same design..but fucking sway..design A , got my size no have his size..design B, got his size no mine..and other designs and colours i dun like..so we end up buying a different pair..and i'm so so so disappointed abt it..so was like showing unhappy face..but i'm nt angry..but he's fucking du lan to c my dumb face..so he's angry..and i'm so so so sad already and he scold me..then i walk away..this time quarrel abit diff..cos i always have my hp with me..but yday..all my things r with him..onli have a $2 note with me..so i was at sitting at the bus stop outside SINGTEL shop beside heeren..then he was sitting at the seats outside the meritus mandarin hotel..so sit for sometimes..i veri sad dun wan quarrel le..so i walked over wanting to find him..but i takes me sometimes to walk over cos need time to cross the traffic light u c..by the time i reached there..and wat u noe? he's gone..and i realli dunno whr to find him! i have no phone with me..nth but a $2 note! i felt so so lost..hais veri lost..i jus cant see him anywhr..almost cry in the street..so was finding him for sometimes..and so qiao..jus went i cross the road over..he was abt to cross too! so i was like veri happy to find him! but he's VERI angry with me..throw the bags on floor..i was like wat..pick up frm the floor..then he went to sit down..giving me back everything and wanna go..then i cried..then he stayed..so we jus kept quiet..no 1 tok..until we go..we still didnt tok..we started to tok to each other onli when we reached yishun..then was starting to lame liao then we made up! but still felt quite sad abt it..nvm..it's over..cos it's dunno the how many times tt we quarrelled!! kinda numb to it le..lols..but no matter how many quarrels we had..we ended up still happily ever after..cos our quarrel is nt fatal..lols =) oh ya! i'm happy to get new things! new havaianass, new shortss!! haha nxt target is new tops!! i dunno how..but c bah..mayb got to find some money le..cos i jus feel like buying tops oso! hees

so slept at 3am this morning..lols cos no mood slp..so was playin with photoshop..exploring all the stuffs all these..lols stupid..so wake up at1plus..and wat..quarrelled with my mum..dunno wats wrong with her..is she crazy? or am i? ..I DUNNO LA!! ..i wake up late everyday and she scold me onli today..then i wake up everyday and on comp..and she scolded me again..saying tt she hate the way i'm leading my life..ask me to read books..SIAO I'LL NV DO TT AND SHE NOE..wat the hell man..i'm going crazy..and she shouted at me ask me dun tok back and think abt wat have i done wrong..so i say "OK LOR DUN SAY LOR I KEEP QUIET" ..was veri angry with her!! ARGH I'M GOING MAD!!!!!! sometimes got the mindset y my bf wont be able to be there for me cos he have to stuck in sch everyday..hais felt so depressed..guess i'm having depression soon or maybe RIGHT NOW i'm having it le!!