ok forget it..smth big to complain..sorry my blog is for me to complain..but tts wat i like to do..tts y baobei always say i'm complain queen..anyway..recently jus feeling veri down..my life seems no happiness..i always do tell ppl watever things they do mus be happy..but y always i cant do tt..hais..he tried his best to give me the best..and i tried my best to make myself not lonely..but smth jus not right with me..nvm think i sux..ya..i'm jus a failure being my parent's daughter, my bf's gf and of cos my frens' fren..i feel so sucky!

yday wake up early morning acc mummy to outram..yday i feel so much love frm her..i felt so bad..i'm guilty..i dunno how to tell her this word myself..but can onli say it here..i'm sorry mummy..i love u but i jus dunno how to express it out..i'm realli sorry..
after acc mummy shop for a while, i went suntec to get my phones for work this weekend..then after tt went hm rest, at 6plus meet monkey and went his hse watch 2 movies..date movie and final destination 3..went hm late..actually dun wan him send me hm but in the end he still..i'm such a losuy gf..haisss

seeing all my frens happily living with their loved ones..i feel so lousy..i'm so loved by him but i always dunno how to handle this kind of love..i realli wondered if i'm realli suitable for a relationship or nt..hais sorry baobei..i let u down i think..