hais i hate my life..i hate it..i realli felt so lonely..i have many friends..but if i realli wan companion..i think i cant find any.......think he oso wont be able to be there for me..i noe it's nt his fault..but it's jus tt fucking tep fault..whoever fault it is..i jus cant help it..cos whenever i need him..he can nv be here for me..he is stuck in sch..tts wat i noe.. i felt sad..i always tot i've adapt to this kind of life le..until hollidays come..i realised i've nt..nt at all..maybe i'm jus not ready for any relationship bah..

"a loner" =(