1 $30 and $50 choker..damn NICE veri veri nice..HULA &CO
1 denim short...forget wats tt shop call..but damn damn nice...hais but i got too many short =(
1 $50 bikini, combi of brown n white colour.. at ceine, dunno wat's tt shop call too..
think tts abt wat i saw BUT i cant buy cos no $$$$$$ CRY!!!

bought $19 hair cream today..and $25 spag top..and cut my fringe at hair plus studio for $7..lols..this is bad..fucking poor now.....argggghhhh!!!!!!!!! I GOES MAD OVER MONEY!!

this weekend workin at compass point.boring place..wan dan le..dunno how to manage to pass this 2 days!!! =( MON CHALET!! WOOHOOO!!!

baobei..u owe me alot thingys hor..lols..TCC, steamboat, prata frm thomson..haha all about food..lols..and $$$ to buy my tops =x hees...poor him to support me usin his hard earn money this 1 yr plus..but i'm gettin better.. =) cos last time i spend all his $$..now i oso got spend my own hard earn money leh..thanksss beee..i love u.. =D i appreciate all the effort by u..

oh ya jun xiong, dun ever take him home..cos he'll nt go home with u..he still prefer my home =) hahahaha..well same old thing..i'm looking forward for class chalet and chalet with slackers and co. hees..soon..nxt week..and again nxt week!! =) today is a boring day..cos even photoshop wont acc me le..i have no more photos to edit..boring meee..i'm missing him =0 6pm is reaching! *waiting ^_-

so sat my baobei work till 12 midnight so i have to go home alone..it's been a long time since i went home alone..it's so dark and deserted..fuck man..got goosebumps heng nth happen..lols..so oso heng again laogong didnt work on sun..so he waited for me outside my shop for me to knock off..then went back to yishun together then bough mac to eat for supper+dinner lols..went his hse..he proceed to do his proj..intended to wait until he finishes his proj but..i feel aslp half way cos i'm seriously tired after 2 days of work! hees..so wake up this morning 7plus AM to go home to slp again cos baobei have to go sch as usual..so i slept till 12plus again and use com to edit photos again! seems like photoshop becomes part of my life already..hees..

chalet coming! i'm excited! nxt week class, and nxt nxt week is with baobei! woohoo i love him! =D

i wan more clothees, i wan more songs, i wan dance more, i wan exercise more, i wan more money and i wan my life to be more lively.. =(
y issit that i'm nt cherishing the love in front of me..he's so gd to me yet i'm complaining..he always find the effort to give the rest of his time yet i'm nt satisfied..guess i'm a really fussy gf who no one hardly can please me.. am i? at least he's willing to please me..tts y he's chosen as the one i realli wan in my life? NOW, dunno whether i'll still choose the same in the future or nt..well..nobody noes..except god of marriage =)

anyway my boring life is back again!! at home rotting as usual..this weekends workin at AMK..fuck..there to me is considered HELL..i hope time will pass as fast as a rocket..lols..and i can knock off asap..!! yeah...seriously tired of working le..but wat can i do..i need money.. money realli can make me goes mad..anyway gonna find 1 day to shop again..cos i wanna buy tops ..till now still haven fufil my wish..

got my results back yday..erm nt so gd..but i am satisfied cos it's consider veri gd when i onli start studying every module the day b4 exam starts and i always slp in class..and I FINALLY PASS MY GPA!! wahahahahaha..2.022, lols jus pass la..but compared to last sem, 1.87 jialat leh! hahaha.. =D ok shall end here..bye!

at nite, chatted with my dearie leen again..think i almost chat with her everyday le..haha she's my scandal.. =) hahahah love uuuu!!

ok..tok abt mon..which is yday..met my sister,jiazhi and ah xiang to go simlim to buy mp3 player for jiezhi..wahaha had a fun day with them..every1 was laughing happily all along maybe except me bah cos smth crop up..anyway went to simlim and saw many colourful wolf..idiot..feel like gorging their eyes out..and i almost got molested by one..his head..suddenly put so near my breast..heng i walk faster then he make any action..so was asking almost every shop abt the pricing..the lowest we can find is $135..so i've decide to cheat! haha i go every shop and bluff ppl give me the pricing of $130..out of a few shops i've cheated..and only one believed..and we got the mp3 for $130...LOLs! =D ah xiang, jiezhi and jiali, noe wat to do if u all wanna buy things? u have to be calm and cheat! LOLs..so went bugis shopping tryin to find a suitable present for sharon..but she say she found 1 le..so we jus give her the money and she buy it herself..

so smth happened to me..have a small unhappiness among us..not between is among..dunno how to say much..so when mark call me i told him watever things happened..and talk till i cried..tt time i met my baobei monkey le..been with him 16mths +..this is the 1st..realli the 1st time i've cried till SOOOOO jialat in front of him..and so sweet of him to give me a present and treat me hagan dazz fondue..i noe it cost him alot..thanks darling..i appreciate watever u've done for me..i'm touched..and i'm veri veri sorry to cry during our 16th monthsary..and oso sorry to sauming and others if i made u all misunderstand things..i think i can say sorry..although eveyrthings is settled now..i do nt y i still felt as sad as yday...jus cant forget the sadness..think mayb i'm jus the one who nv made ppl happy at all..realli hate myself...*saddiiee...hais again sorry is wat i can say bah..

ok i think i shall end here..i'm going to JB ltr..mayb tonight or tmr shall blog abt my JB trip bahs..cya every1 ..adioss amigoess!

ok forget it..smth big to complain..sorry my blog is for me to complain..but tts wat i like to do..tts y baobei always say i'm complain queen..anyway..recently jus feeling veri down..my life seems no happiness..i always do tell ppl watever things they do mus be happy..but y always i cant do tt..hais..he tried his best to give me the best..and i tried my best to make myself not lonely..but smth jus not right with me..nvm think i sux..ya..i'm jus a failure being my parent's daughter, my bf's gf and of cos my frens' fren..i feel so sucky!

yday wake up early morning acc mummy to outram..yday i feel so much love frm her..i felt so bad..i'm guilty..i dunno how to tell her this word myself..but can onli say it here..i'm sorry mummy..i love u but i jus dunno how to express it out..i'm realli sorry..
after acc mummy shop for a while, i went suntec to get my phones for work this weekend..then after tt went hm rest, at 6plus meet monkey and went his hse watch 2 movies..date movie and final destination 3..went hm late..actually dun wan him send me hm but in the end he still..i'm such a losuy gf..haisss

seeing all my frens happily living with their loved ones..i feel so lousy..i'm so loved by him but i always dunno how to handle this kind of love..i realli wondered if i'm realli suitable for a relationship or nt..hais sorry baobei..i let u down i think..

hais i hate my life..i hate it..i realli felt so lonely..i have many friends..but if i realli wan companion..i think i cant find any.......think he oso wont be able to be there for me..i noe it's nt his fault..but it's jus tt fucking tep fault..whoever fault it is..i jus cant help it..cos whenever i need him..he can nv be here for me..he is stuck in sch..tts wat i noe.. i felt sad..i always tot i've adapt to this kind of life le..until hollidays come..i realised i've nt..nt at all..maybe i'm jus not ready for any relationship bah..

"a loner" =(

wake up at 1pm then as usual on comp and off it at 2 cos have been informed tt no electricity between 2-4.30pm..so i called huixiang and chatted for 1hr and noticed tt my fan is still on..i wonder..cos i tot there's no more electricity!! lols..so i tot mayb i rem wrongly..went to on my switch and on comp again at 3pm..and u noe wat? i seriously think i'm sway..the electricity cut off 5mins after i on my comp..idiot..so i sat infront of the fish tank..nth to do..seeing how the fish survive without oxygen..anyway they r still alive..lols..and 4.30pm sharp..the electricity is finally back!! so i on comp again and continue doing wat i am doing these few days..editing photos!! lols crazy? yeah i think so..wahahah.. well think tmr will be another VERI boring day for me..oh y am i leading such a boring life..!!! hais cant blame..last time without baobei still can find sauming or aileen..but now..aileen busy woman..somemore today she's gone for a chalet..and sauming has his another half le..i cant be always pestering him like b4 le..cos no matter wat, i'm still a ger..dun wanna make troubles and make ppl gossip that i am the third party like last time wat ppl do..hais..so can only be the lonely me..at hm and waiting for my monkey to meet me after his TEP..hais..but no choice..i just have to tolerate..cos TEP is a must..i will suffer it oso when 2nd sem of yr 2 comes..hais.. *saddiieee gerrrr =(

ok last update is 2nd mar..cos 3rd mar i have nth to do..so dunno wat to update abt oso..fucking boring day for me on 3rd mar fri..rot at hm the whole day..dunno wat to do..find watever stuffs to do but jus dunno wat am i doing..realli going crazy..at abt 6plus..he came my hse and rot too..ate dinner at my hse with me..watch tv with me till 10pm..he went hm..boring life? yeah i think so..

so sat came..and it's working day..fuck work day..was so bored..i've decided to chiong for sales..but wat..i chiong till so xing ku..end up sold 1phone..wth..was so disappointed and demoralized..and time passes DAMN DAMN slow for me on sat..finally it's 9pm..met my laogong and went back to yishun to have our late dinner+ supper..after tt went sauming's hse..they watched soccer..i watch a while liao den went to his room and slp..then wake up and reach hm at abt 1plus..then tell my sis abt all my troubles this and tt..chatted with her till 3plus then slp..

so sun came..and actually was supposed to work but i was damn tired and realli got no mood to work at tt fucking place cos time passes realli slow..the nite b4 my tooth pain like hell oso..so i take off..was abit guilty towards tommy..but i jus realli not in the condition to work..so went compass point with baobei to pass my phone to miao xian..another LG promoter..then went mos burger to have my lunch..and wat..was so packed..so wait and got a seat..i did nt know who come 1st..but no 1 snatch with us so we jus sit..and a fucking ger..diao my baobei..so i tok veri loud and she no manners..and she's dumb! cos if we realli take up her place..SHE HAS NO MOUTH TO TELL US..SHE ONLI HAS EYES TO STARE..idiot..nvm dun care..had our lunch le..then went town to buy havaianass..we intend to buy the same design..but fucking sway..design A , got my size no have his size..design B, got his size no mine..and other designs and colours i dun like..so we end up buying a different pair..and i'm so so so disappointed abt it..so was like showing unhappy face..but i'm nt angry..but he's fucking du lan to c my dumb face..so he's angry..and i'm so so so sad already and he scold me..then i walk away..this time quarrel abit diff..cos i always have my hp with me..but yday..all my things r with him..onli have a $2 note with me..so i was at sitting at the bus stop outside SINGTEL shop beside heeren..then he was sitting at the seats outside the meritus mandarin hotel..so sit for sometimes..i veri sad dun wan quarrel le..so i walked over wanting to find him..but i takes me sometimes to walk over cos need time to cross the traffic light u c..by the time i reached there..and wat u noe? he's gone..and i realli dunno whr to find him! i have no phone with me..nth but a $2 note! i felt so so lost..hais veri lost..i jus cant see him anywhr..almost cry in the street..so was finding him for sometimes..and so qiao..jus went i cross the road over..he was abt to cross too! so i was like veri happy to find him! but he's VERI angry with me..throw the bags on floor..i was like wat..pick up frm the floor..then he went to sit down..giving me back everything and wanna go..then i cried..then he stayed..so we jus kept quiet..no 1 tok..until we go..we still didnt tok..we started to tok to each other onli when we reached yishun..then was starting to lame liao then we made up! but still felt quite sad abt it..nvm..it's over..cos it's dunno the how many times tt we quarrelled!! kinda numb to it le..lols..but no matter how many quarrels we had..we ended up still happily ever after..cos our quarrel is nt fatal..lols =) oh ya! i'm happy to get new things! new havaianass, new shortss!! haha nxt target is new tops!! i dunno how..but c bah..mayb got to find some money le..cos i jus feel like buying tops oso! hees

so slept at 3am this morning..lols cos no mood slp..so was playin with photoshop..exploring all the stuffs all these..lols stupid..so wake up at1plus..and wat..quarrelled with my mum..dunno wats wrong with her..is she crazy? or am i? ..I DUNNO LA!! ..i wake up late everyday and she scold me onli today..then i wake up everyday and on comp..and she scolded me again..saying tt she hate the way i'm leading my life..ask me to read books..SIAO I'LL NV DO TT AND SHE NOE..wat the hell man..i'm going crazy..and she shouted at me ask me dun tok back and think abt wat have i done wrong..so i say "OK LOR DUN SAY LOR I KEEP QUIET" ..was veri angry with her!! ARGH I'M GOING MAD!!!!!! sometimes got the mindset y my bf wont be able to be there for me cos he have to stuck in sch everyday..hais felt so depressed..guess i'm having depression soon or maybe RIGHT NOW i'm having it le!!

ok forget abt it..went marina sq shopping for a while..ALONE wahaha but nth for me to buy cos dunno..saw smth nice but i think it's abit redundant so i gave up the thinking of buying..then went orchard AGAIN to meet my baobei..hees then we quarreled..cos he rushed here after his sch but still i waited for half an hr..i nt happy then point middle finger at him once i saw him..then quarrel for abt an hr..lols..then we r ok..hahaha then went to fareast to buy the shorts i wan..was actually wanting to pay myself..but ended up he pay for me! thanks laogong!! erm so i guess i spent almost a hundred of his money to buy shorts these 3 days..lols..in total of these 3 days shopping..i jus buy shorts!! no tops at all! am i crazy? so i need so many shorts? i dunno..but i jus simply love them all..but i noe it's a extreme waste of money..lols not onli shorts..bought necklace, ear studs, watch too! hees but shorts are the crazy one..lols 4 in total!! seriously find it abit too many bottom can always wear the same..got 4 jeans 2 skirt 2 three quarter jeans 5 shorts(duan gu) and now 2 more half shorts and 2 more shorts(duan gu)..omg..think i cant buy more anymore..cos i'll get killed by my mum..and most of the bottoms i bought are shorts..i onli have 2 skirts..ridiculous man! idiot i hate myself!! i always dun think when i shop..nxt time when i need $ to buy skirts and tops, i'll regret..but wat can i do..wat done is done..i can onli stop buying for a long period of time..nxt time i buy mus be TOPS AND SKIRTS ONLI..NO MORE JEANS AND SHORTS FOR ME!! now shall c how to wear them all in my life..think when my TEP comes..the shorts will come to a waste..cos can onli wear jeans.. -_-" and mayb even if tep dun come..i get fatter..i cant wear them too..so better dun get fat..and so i've decided to GO ON DIET!!!!! my plan starts tmr! =)

well..guess tmr and the nxt few weeks cant be a shopaholic already...cos i have no more $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$...... =( saddieeeee...anyway here to thanks my beloved laogong for buying the few shorts for me!! i love them all..really..thanks muackieesss!! and oso a sorry to u for being so chee bye..lols tts wat u say to me jus now! =x

went to buy another 2 shorts again.lols..1 pair of ear stud..1 kitty necklace..and not forgetting 1 watch which me and jiali bought together..haha our sister watches! lols ooppss!! haha today saw another shorts i like alot too..but abit no$$ le..so i'm abit confused..keep considering if i wanna buy some other day nxt week..shd i? or shd i nt? i'm seriously in a dilemma..haha saw 1 necklace which i oso wanna buy!! mayb oso wanna go buy again..but tt cost me alot if i buy again..bough 3 shorts in 2 days..den now wanna buy again..izzit abit ridiculous? but i realli like it so much so much!!!!!!!!!! hais money makes me mad!!! saddddiiieeeee.....

well..of cos enjoyed my shopping today so much..hees..after today..i realised and i noe she's the 1 i really click with..seems like my twin sister..onli tt she's taller? lols..we share the same thoughts..everything is the same..!! maybe..we are really meant to be..hahaha frm the day we knew each other..we have not part at all..i love her.. =) ^5 sister! haha
dun worry leen leen..i love u as much too..hees cos u're are so precious to me too!! i love youuuuuu!! lols...oppsss 1 more person..dun worry monkey..i love u more than i love them..so dun u worry..u are always ranked above the both of them..muackkkiiieessss to youuuu!!! hees..

i need money..money please come to me..please please please..cos i love shopping..no $ no shopping..haha planned to go KL with baobei le!! hees hope this time will succeed!! =p