well went shopping with dearie aileen today!! happy nehzz..hees went to town to shop and shop and shop..!!! hees den tmr wanna go shop with my sister jiali cos i wanna buy wat i didnt buy today! after consideration..i've decided to buy tmr!!! hees yeah yeah!!! happy!!! I JUST LOVE SHOPPING!!

yday early knock off cos of smth la..lols den baobei came my hse watch dvd..kungfu mahjong 2~ haha and now my hands r itchy..it's been a long time since i played mahjong!! find some day wanna find my san gu liu po to play with me le! wanna be zi mo queen! =p

so now i'm rotting at home doing nth! haha mayb calling sauming ltr to bother him! hees..cos i'm realli bored..boring hols i had..yday sweettt talkkk with my leen leen til 1plus AM..lols..feel tt both of us realli 38 sia..can tok non stop lor..ooppss..hees...but tts us..tts y i love her so much..hees think she loves me too? lols aileen hor?? HAHA..we plan to go whr dating during chalet le..shhhh it's a secret cos we wanna er ren shi jie(2ppl world)..gonna go to the romantic place =p planning to turn mark and baobei into 1 pair of gay! haha! ok i noe i'm lame..but mayb cos i have nth much better to do! hees...ok tts all for blogging today i think..

well..today is my 1st day of hols! but y aren't my hols nt great at all? wake up at 12plus today..i noe i am pig..slp till so late..but i'm tired..! haha..was feeling so bored..so change my blogskin again! hees..izzit nice? i hope it is.. =)
after changing my bloskin..went to bath and prepare..went sauming's hse..haha to eat my breakfast also my lunch at abt 3plus in the afternoon..lols his mum cooked noodles with vege and meat for me!! haha after tt watched tv, soccer match, bball match, skating match..lols and animal planet..lols! den after tt use comp at his hse and help him to change blogsin..he's jus like a kid..kinda of amazed by small little things..hahaha but sometimes, he's jus like a father to me..fierce and always teaching not to be the princess i used to be le..hees..after tt went to 200plus void deck to sit down with him and mark..den chat chat..den went home!! haha..it's been a long time since i went home alone..haha the feeling is so strange..but it's not that bad..cos although he's not with me..his heart is with me! my lovely baobei called me and chatted with him all the way till i reach home!! wonder if 1 day without him.. will i be a loner? will i lose sauming and co. this batch of frens? i hope not.....

well wonder how am i going to spend this 1mth plus hols without my darling having hols...oh my god..saddddiiieeee...boring..tmr and sun got to work!!! i hate work..getting worst..lols..mon mayb find sauming rot together again..den tues most prob going with my dearie aileen!! woohhoo..wanna go town buy shorts!! hees yeah..
well the plan for booking aloha failed..so sentosa is another choice..gonna book it tmr..hees..i'm excited to go for my class chalet AGAIN ahaha the 2nd class chalet with my poly classmates..love them man..hees..and of cos veri excited of this chalet to celebrate my darling, mark, jordan and andy's bday..hees..i realli hope he'll be happy in watever i've done..think my love for him is getting deeper..felt so comfortable with him.. =) ok gtg! tmr gt to work le! JUN XIONG, tmr i may nt blog..mayb on sun or mon cos i got to work! adios!! amigoes!!! hahahaha gd nite all!!

somehow i feel tt i'm such a failure..or maybe tt i'm really unlucky? watever things i've done..always didnt turn up well..hais..i really felt veri sad, disappointed abt it..i was trying so hard..but end up no 1 can help me..idiotic me..wat can i do now?..continue finding lor..tts all i can do...... =(
hols already..but to me..i oso dunno wat can i do during e hols..i need to save so much $$ to have a gd bday for him..and he'll be in sch havin TEP..guess my life is .."HOME HOME HOME" but i dunno..i jus dun like the feeling of being at hm unless i wanna slp..so my life shd change to "SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP" bah...ok i'm getting lamer..today baoebi on MC..he's sick..weak guy man..LOL..went to find him in polyclinic after exam..den went to eat my lunch den after to his hse..to do wat? to slp..PURELY SLEEPING..lie on the bed close eyes and dream..but nt wet dream..hees..slp till evening den wake up..he had his dinner le den go my hse..den he 10pm den go hm again..lame and boring routine..was actually planned long ago tmr eating steamboat for dinner..but now in the condition he is now..shall cancel it already..abit sad..but it's ok..mayb next fri =p ..haha shall blog again tmr! haha cos i'll be free already!

talk abt last week, 11th and 12th when i was walking in starhub ps..haha shd say i didnt work there? but to slack therE?..haha all the promoters slack..went break for more than we shd..haha keep going to many breaks..haha the 2nd day still went to tcc to sit down chat chat till i think 8plus..den went back starhub work a while den knock off ! haha cool..hees..think tts abt all i wanna say le..got to study for exam le..this fri is management exam but i only finished 5 chaps..for other modules..i nv start studyin yet!! i jus hope i can lvl up to year 2 !! pleaseee!! haiss!

well..i tried to accept..as xiang xiang said..i realli suceed!! woohoo my life is much more happier now..haha somehow i got the feeling that tt someone has changed too..hees..of cos to a better one..mayb sometimes u have to realli accept some1 to make ur life even happier.. =)
baobei proposed to me..lols he put the ring into my finger again..felt so xing fu with him..hees..i noe it sounds a little or shd say VERI dumb la..but den dunno how to describe..we dun expect tt it will realli happen as in we realli can wait till the day in rom..but den we oso dun treat it as a joke u c..we dun expect but hope? haha..love ya laogong..muackieess!! thanks for whatever u have done to me..u're so sweeettt to me.. =p

I'll just try to accept again...once again......

2nd day of cny which is the 30th i think..woke up in the morning and bath..prepare and wait for my xiao gu n family to my hse..after that went to my grandma's sis hse..hees..ate our lunch there..den been there for sometimes..after that headed to my father's bro which is my shu shu hse..haha played blackjack there..haha win some $$..after that continued our blackjack at my da gu hse..till abt 10plus..and time to go home! hees..overall i win some money..haha..home sweet home! =)

3rd day of cny..went to visit my mum's mother's sis hse..in the afternoon met baobei at amk..den we went to zoo!! "we r going to the zoo zoo zoo how abt u u u we can go to to to we r going to the zoo zoo zoo!!"haha crazy..anyway trip to zoo is so fun..c all the cute animals..haha saw 1 huge crocodile..erm not 1..think 2-3..damn freaking big..scarrryyy..haha anyway after zoo trip..went to marina bay to have our steamboat dinner..damn full but actually we wasted $15 to eat for 1 hr onli..cos we ate too fast n thus becoming too full..lols..den after steamboat, went to city hall that river festival..smth like tt..chinese call chun dao he pan..haha enjoy the beautiful fireworks with my papa mama and my darling..haha den went shop around with his cousins..haha den at around 11pm,met dad and he drove us home..hees..wat a fun and enjoyin day i had~!

today..another early morning to sch..*yawns..damn tired lor..i dunno y i'm so tired..and i jus slept in class again!!! -_-"hahaha nt funny..hees..i'm gettin worst..in my studies..anyway dunno la..i'm hopeless le..forget abt it..after sch..done some work(macro proj) den most of the ppl headed to my hse to bai nian.haha fun..watched tv..eat..haha den after a some time..went to xiang xiang hse to eat again..and gamble!! haha ooopppsss bad children..gamble is nt gd..lols..and now i'm still at her hse using comp when all of them had gone home!! haha..anyway i lose some money =( so dun mind my temper being a little bit bad, sorry guys and gers =)

seriously i think i need deep self reflection of myself..ppl may be bad to me..but i think cos of this..i'm trying to be worst than them..but i jus dun understand why mus i be real when they r so fake to me..i did being real b4..i trust b4..but my trust is broken..i cant be the real me again..i'm jus being FAKE..i'm the BADDIE now..HOWHOW HOW!!!! argh~=( helllpppppp!