sat work again..a real tired day..but it's xmas eve!!!! haha ..but no mood for xmas like tt..the time passed so sloww durin work cos there's no1..siansss..and i got ZERO sales!! haha tts bad..anyway after work met monkey and went back yishun cold storage to buy alot of stuffs to celebrate xmas..haha..went to his hse again to countdown lols..we have nth better to do..lols..

sun work again!!!! haha..sian...time pass a little bit faster cos i keep finding things to keep myself occupied..haha nth much abt tt day..after work ..went hm and slp...cos was real tired...

YESTERDAY!!!! mon!! haha 26th!!! finally spent my 1 whole day with monkey!! hees..went kbox 1st..hees after kbox went to centrepoint..but so sad..the levis store dun sell ladies style jeans..shit man..sad..went to heeren..do sell but cant use my centrepoint voucher..but nvm..i still bought the ladiees style levis jeans at heeren or shd say my dad bought for me..was liek thinking of using the centrepoint voucher to buy other stuffs in causeway point mayb..but surprisingly..my mum ask me to use to buy another levis jeans and she top up the rest of the money..my mum seldom says tt..i'm so shock tt she become so generous..haha anyway love her lots cos i'm happy tt i can have 1 more.. =D anyway went shopping for long..onli bought a belt and a necklace again =x haha didnt manage to shop for any clothings cos none attract me..veri sadd..think going bugis to shop 1 day..cos i wanna buy tt ebase skirt, mickey top and 1 pink spaghetti..actually going hagan dazz to have the fondue with him..but den mus wait 1 hr..i dun have the patient so we decided nt to order any le..haha den around 7plus went to marina again and have steamboat with my monkey..haha we r crazy again..2 person eatin steamboat lols...we ate alot and i've now become a pig..so fat!!! argh.. =( but watever..i'm still so happy and delighted to have 1 whole day with him =)

today suppose to do proj..but my dear best fren went MIA..tryin hard to find him now... =(

anyway watched king kong on mon nite..this show best man..i love it..but i'm so sad watching it..KING KONG DIED!!! WHY WHY WHY!! I DUN WAN HIM TO DIE!!! it's such a sad story!! hais..but anyway the 1st hr of the show is quite boring..heng got my milo nuggets to accompany me..lols..anyway i'm realli so sad.!!! i cried ...i cried!!!! COS KING KONG IS DEAD!!! ARGH dun say le..so sad..haisssss

went sch yday jus to bring herbal tea for my beloved monkey..haha am i crazy? ya i think i am..lols..after tt went mac to eat my lunch cum breakfast..haha it's been a long time since i ate macspicy..so nice yummy!! haha..oh ya..saw jiali's new hairstyle..i realli like it..it's realli veri nicee..haha =) anyway walked all the way from khatib there to yishun interchange..haha walk so slow..quite lonely actually but nvm cos gt my milo nuggets to accompany me again lols! =x den met him to go home together..heex..

chatted with my old frens..those that i didnt contact for long..heex..chatted with ping jus now..haha she's still as cute..the small girl type..haha find 1 day we mus go out together le..hehex..miss her actually..haha..anyway xmas is coming..haha buying a small little present for jimmy..haha actually wanted to make him gan dong but guess i failed..lols sux man..think i realli have to train how to give ppl surprise wahahaha...my monkey is veri happy to have me accompanying him for the xmas eve nite..haha i oso veri happy to c him happy..haha

my plans for the hols
fri - work for dbs,after work, gathering with my sweet orange san ba gang
sat - work ,nt for dbs..after work meet monkey..
sun - work
mon - commit my 1 full day for monkey =) ..looking forward!!
tues - eoc proj
wed - either with aileen or with jz n others
thurs - either with jz n others or aileen
fri - mayb be working
sat - working
sun - working too..

spend the whole afternoon chatting with darling in msn..he's in sch while i'm at hm..dunno y..got the feeling that i'm so xin fu with him by my side..got the feeling tt he's mine forever and it's like i realli love him so much..i jus forgotten about all our quarrels and unhappiness..i jus rem our happiness..is like we're still so in love after so much..haha think i mus be crazy..cos we still have alot to go..hehex..i jus miss him alot...veri much..he''s always my beloved =)

felt so warmth with him ..i love u laogong...

dunno how to phrase it..hai..realli loss at words suddenly..
just wish to say..i cherish ALL of u veri much..i really do..like i say in the previous blog..i've forgive and forget..watever in the past is past..please believe me..frens are for life if u dun lose it..and u can have not onli 1 fren in ur entire life..u have alot..it's whether u do wan accept them or not.....i mean no harm no offence no hurting..but with love mayb ?

all of u r my another LOVE..erm monkey is the 1st..
last words..
i wan ALL my frens to be happy..esp my af0502 gang..i guess i need not name..no 1 is excluded..
=D

these few days veri unlucky..contact lens keep got hole..change and change till i no more contact lens liao..haha been wearing spec to sch for 2 days..haha heng..dad came back today le!! got $$ to buy contact lens liao!! haha robin(the spec shop person) gave me a pair free now cox my contact lens can only be collect few days ltr..haha so happy can wear contacts lens le..!

he hurt me deeply..but i dun wanna let go..cox i love him..
he said sorry to me..and i accepted..cox i still love him
I'm possesive..but tt's me..
i wan him to accept for who i am..no way to change completely..
hold me now..i realli wanna tell you i'm sorry..
i could never let you go..
after all that we've been through..i'll make it up for you..
i promise to..after all that been say..
you're just a part of me tt i cant let go..
dun leave me...all i can say...

frens are for all..not onli for 1..all can mix..it's up to oneself whether he/she can mix or nt..sometimes..ppl do need reflection..i've done mine..i've done nth wrong..i've already forgive and forget..up to 1 to believe or not..sometimes think too much will only do harm..
be a happy go lucky person..

2nd dec, which is fri..haha..went to sch for tutorials..after tt..forgotten where've i been to..evening time..laogong came to my hse with long john!! haha our dinner for tt day..yeah..den actually wanna go catch the 11+pm movie but den the wind is too strong,and was raining heavily..we cancelled our original plan and played xbox at home..he was playing with my da jie's bf and they play till around midnight abt 1.++ am..den we veri tired le..den all go slp..

nxt morning, 3rd dec..i woke him up after my bath cox both of us working on sat..hehex so sweet of him to give me a hug b4 he went out..so sat..i went to work..fun with my beloved sweet orange grp..but den totally sian of tt job..eileen wanna change job..so am i..and others too..but cox me n eileen had already found our jobs le..so have to leave them 1st..so sad..but we'll still be back on the 23rd for the grand finale..haha miss ya guys! ..so after work..we all,except yvonne and kaixin went to PS for dinner again cox bing ting's bday..haha me and eileen and rachel shared our meals together..so warmth and loving haha! den went to orchard and met my darling laogong..headed back to yishun to watch movie which we missed the day b4.."chicken little!!" haha the storyline is lame!! however..cox chicken little, pig, fish and the ugly duckling were so cute tt made tt show funny and interesting..after movie..went back home..laogong and da jie's bf played xbox again..this time..worst..till 2plus near 3am..den slp again..

4th dec..in the morning..this time laogong woke up 1st..and woke me up after his bath..den went to work again..sun was realli a veri tiring day..but some sort of sad day too? sweet orange's girls gang were all in pink with our lao da!! haha..cox it's the last 2nd day tt me n eileen working..and it's the slackest day tt we ever had! haha..eileen me rachel yvonne took pic with randall tan(the channel 5 actor)..haha during work..was like mad..haha still chat with lao da abt him =x we're crazy..haha.. work jux ended so fast..had our last BK's break..took pics together..took pic of our salad which te 5 aunties always shared..so sad..haha every1 went home after work..looking forward to 23rd to be able to meet up with sweet orange again!! haha laogong went to find me after work..den this time he went home at 11plus cox nxt day is a schooling day..

5th dec..the day of EOC presentation..wore formal..but flunk my presentation..this is the worst presentation i've ever done..hai..quite disappointed with myself..evening met laogong after his sch..went to his hse for dinner..around 10 pluus..going home..was vomiting which walking..den felt veri dizzy and headache..went hm have a rest..

6thdec..was feeling soo sick..on the way to sch almost faint...and almost knock onto the wall..ate half a bowl of porridge and vomited out..into the air con room was feeling better..den afternoon bought sandwich and ate..evening went to laogong's hse for dinner again..

7th dec..today!!! finally till today le..hai sian..went sch for onli 1hr + lesson..den ate lunch den went home slp zzzz..den was actually meeting laogong after hsi sch..but i'm so sad..he meeting his fren..hai not his fault but jux my xin bing..i veri sad....tml html test..fri management test..hope i pass....tts all...

i tried so hard..to save us..but..instead..i felt tired..am i still as impt to him as b4? i'm wondering..it's been a long time since we quarreled..but..the prob came again..knowing quarrel is part of relationship..but dunno y i felt so sad everytime..hai..he seems nt to love me more le.....................is he? i hope nt..but..he's still my love..one and only for now..

WHEN CAN I GO SHOPPING!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH dunno how long didnt shop le..he no time..i no time..both no time..no time no shop..no shop no happy..no happy no mood..no mood no energy..no energy no appetite..no appetite no food..no food no full..no full no life..wat nonsense am i toking again..tai tou ru liao!!! sian..i wan shopping!!!!!!!!!! gt lots of things wanna buy....!!!! sian sian!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HATE SCH I HATE SCH I HATE SCH!!!!!! DUN WAN STUDY LA!! FUCK!!!!!!!