think this may be a long entry..i dunno..have quite a lot to write..*sad*
yday is a public holiday..mood swing too..swing to veri bad 1..i dunno y..seriously feeling moody yday..early in the morning wake up..sort of lost temper to papa mama..felt bad but i cant help it..sorry daddy mummy..so met monket at 10.30 but i was late for 15mins..after tt we went to ceine KBOX to sing..enjoyed myself..but during tt period oso got lost temper to monkey for sometime..sorry too.. =(
after kbox..went shopping..saw my ex working mate at iora..she now workin at ceine..haha so qiao..den continue shoPPing..i got a new aim now..aim at a watch..roxy watch!! =) shopping halfway..felt veri unwell..den went back to yishun at around 6plus..den slept in the train..reach yishun at around 7plus..went to 925 to eat..there's alot of ppl..was waiting for a table for certain time..den obviously we r waiting standin beside the table..den got 2 chee bye fucker guy go and sit down immediately after the ppl gone..snatch our seat..damn fuckin du lan..but was realli moody..no strength to quarrel oso..den went to find other seats..
today boring..woke up at 12plus..nth to do..use com..ltr going for my relative's wedding dinner at meritus mandarin..now alone at hm..sian sian sian..chattin with charlene and jimmy..ltr wana watch vcd!! now listening to songs..mayday - ya guan.. i like the chorus man..damn nice.. "ru guo ni..ai guo wo..ni bu hui jiu zhe yang zou..jiu zhe yang..diu xia wo..he na xie tian zhen de cheng nuo"..this is part of the chorus..oso sun yan zi - di yi tian.. and huang yi da - na nu hai dui wo shuo.. all nice songsss =)
well..after hiding laogong for a while..he finally noe the truth..i felt more relieved but at the same time..i am so worried tt i hurt him deeply..but at least we have no secrets..haix..1 thing for sure..i dun wish to leave him neither i wish him to leave me..well..he said is a miracle we can last so long..1 more week to a yr..seriously i dun think so..the feeling he gave me..is jux some kind of fate..can say he's my mr right which i dun have the same feeling for others..even for leonard..i realli noe who i wan and who i realli love..like he say..let nature take its course..i hope everything will turn out fine..or mayb after letting him noe..i felt tt he's more impt to me..cox i myself felt veri hurt when i hurt him..seriously i hate myself..i realli hate myself..sorry laogong.... u're always my monkey =)
SWEET LIL MOMENTS;
COS OF YOU AND ME;
I'M MEIQI, THE HAPPY ONE(: