well..it's again a boring day for me..yday didnt get to meet laogong at all cox he work the whole day..but was abit..i dunno is abit or wat..i jux felt sad and disappointed..he knock of early but he didnt inform me..and i wait and wait till abt 12am near 1am den able to chat with him..wat he was doing at the time when he knock off till he called me i dunno..i jux noe he's with his frens..i believe him i trust him and i definitely noe tt he didnt bluff me..i noe he did miss me..he dun wan me to be unhappy if he told me he went to play..i can understand..but i'm sad mayb i'm jux too negative..i tend to think watever bad things tt could be thought..i tried not to..but i cant help it..sorry laogong.. i'm truely sorry..
today..i think most probably wont get to meet him too bah..since early morning he went to sch for TEP training liao..till wat time i dunno..but i noe will be late..anyway..sch starting next week..timetable is out..MON - FRI, out of these 5 dayys..will onli able to go home with him TOGETHER on thurs..but i still hate thurs..however i somehow love thurs too..ok back to topic..sat sun..95% he will be working..meaning..we have MUCH MORE..is not onli lesser..is MUCH MORE LESSER time spend with each other..i'm afraid..i'm scared..i'm worried..tat we will drift apart..tat we will be veri veri far apart..and tat he will leave me..or mayb i leave him? i dunno..better dun let me c any handsome guys lor..lolx..kidding..i'm speaking nonsense out of sudden AGAIN!
I was left alone at hm today..no 1 is free to spend time with me..so i will spend my time with my beloved comp..actually nt my beloved cox i hate this com..is fucking lag and slow i dunno y i jux dunno y..ok dun wanna tok abt comp..haha so i was sooo bored...reali nth to do..so i search for new blogskin and change..lolx izzit lame? nvm i love to do lame things..anyway i search and search den change lor..change liao den blog lor..haha..i dunno izzit a nice blogskin..but have not much complaints abt it bah..hehex hope ppl will find it nice and appreciate it whahahaha..
well yday told my mum the truth..thought big things will happen..but actually nth much happen..she wan me to tel my dad..so i told my dad..expecting my dad will have veri big and angry reaction..but nth big happen..he still happily chit chat with me..well..they did discourage me..but i can c tt they wont make me unhappy..i hope to get their support..i love mum and dad..oh ya nt forgetting laogong..aileen..charlene..jiali..xiang xiang..jiezhi..sharon..fengming..xinling..wa long to list la..etc ok? haha =x ok i'm spouting nonsense again..
yday is 11th..today is 12th..and tmr is 13th!!! haha lame right..ok..wat i realli wan to imply is ..i happy to c the arrival of 13th..~ time realli flies..so fast from nov 13 ' 04 becoming to oct 13' 05..well..in simple and short..tml is laogong and me..so is OUR 11th monthsary liao~ woohoo..so now get wat i mean by time flies..and 1 more mth after tml will be our 1st anniversary~ well..i'm happy and delighted to noe tt we r still in gd terms..which couple do nt hope tt they wont last..i'm same like every other couple..i hope we can last..i dun expect forever..but as long as we can be..although tml is 11th monthsary..but it's still like every other normal day..i dun need a "WOW" celebration..jux a simple outing will do..if he's going to sch..mayb at most have dinner outside together..
laogong i love u.. i hope u feel the same as me.. happy early 11th monthsary to youuu *
SWEET LIL MOMENTS;
COS OF YOU AND ME;
I'M MEIQI, THE HAPPY ONE(: