well..today went shopping with mummy, er jie and laogong at suntec..woohoo..with mummy is gd! ..haha $$$$$$...lolx..i think me n sis spent 200++ today..each of us brought 3 bras, and some tops..haha till today..actually mum is nt tt stingy..i love mummy!! muacks!!! oh ya..i saw jimmy working at carrefour today! haha actually i didnt saw him..gt 1 guy in red keep hiding but lookin at me..den he walk past i still didnt notice den i shout "eh..jimmy!!!" out of sudden..haha so shock to c him..miss him..haha! =x toking nonsense again..den after a while i saw jimmy's gf with her frens..haha..well anyway think most of them gt a job..except me bahxx...
recently i felt veri sad deep in my heart..he ask me nt to think too much..but i am nt..i jux feel tt it is true tt we r drifting apart..he's nt as sweet as b4..he's different frm b4..i dunno if he've changed..but i feel tt he've changed..haix..i'd nv complain that being with him is bad..is suffering or wat..but he jux give me tt feeling tt be with me is bad n suffering..i dunno wat i do wrong..i jux have that fucking feeling tt made me VERI miserable..i jux sux..i'm a bitch..haix..i realli feeling veri sad..i nv ask u to acc me 24hrs..i dun..but since even a few hrs to acc me..u jux give me a face tt telling me "VERI SIAN U NOE?"..u noe how hurt i am..hai..wat u promise u didnt keep it most of the time..haix i dunno how to describe my feelings..but everything's changed..different frm the past..UNHAPPINESS ALL COMING TO ME!! ..i realli helpless..i'm hopeless...any1 save me..sadddd..y do we seem so far away when we r always together..will u leave me..or am i going to leave u..is our relationship fading and soon ending?..am i thinking too much..haix seriously i dun feel tt is all thinking too much..i jux had a strong feeling..we r ending..soon..haix..to him..watever happened..is a small matter..but have he wondered to me..is a deep cut in my heart..is nt a small prob..i jux dunno wat's wrong..opinion..thinking etc. clashes..we jux cant get along..wat the fuck is happening..haix..i'm feeling veri lonely..jux think of wanting to gao zi bi..everyday dun tok..-sad-
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I'M MEIQI, THE HAPPY ONE(: